20 Min into my prep...

And I have no Idea what I am goign to teach in about an hour. Its not like I am unprepared. To be honet I actually have some idea of what I am going to do I just know that it is not going to work. The Lesson that I did yesterday was straight up crash and burn, kids complaining, no work beig done and a lot f yelling on my part. Today I know I can't do the same thing, although I could and just start off the class yelling. But I need to come up with something else, which should be logical since there is a test coming up and yet... Nothing. I figured instead of spending all this time wasted I might as well go to the blog and write for five minutes about this weird quandry that I find myself in almost every day and try, to describe the deep pain that comes along with it. I don't think I can fit the pain of knowing that I am failing at the only thing that I have every tried to do, in all of the 6 years of being adult, into this five minutes. But I can say that the pistons better win tonight.